Nothing Personal

I like to think that you and I are ment to be
Ment to have done the things we did without thinking when we did them
because I love the Idea of us
happy

I love the Idea of beingg loved unconditionally
I love it all
but not you

You are not the way you were in my dreams and I don't know if I'm bothered by that
because I've been waiting so long or because I'm afraid of letting my dreams die...

All I know is that We arre going nowhere and I cannot live this way
I need to fly away
be gone forever and live til my death
and afterward knowing that I acomplished something in life
and to think of how much I wish I could say that you are my acomplishment I feel like thats not enough
like you are not enough
I'm soooooo sorry
but I'm dying and we are dying
so live on please and understand
it's nothing personal.