prized.

Sweenie lives in a lost world that keeps her spinning while

all the boys and girls alike would come to see her die.

She talks of sickness and of nights that come softly while very few listen in 

but when the time does come for her they all trade away their sin.

and parade around is what the angels do when they come to take sweenie home

she's lived alone and alone she's died at entertainments throne.

the people crowd and praise aloud the spectacular show put on

and all did come to raise the day sweenie would finally be gone.

 for no one anywhere loved sweenie to life and everyone cast her to death

lucky she lacked all feeling for the filth of this earth lacking depth.

beautiful life believed sweenie should die and misery loved  her smile 

seemingly though everything switched roles 

and realized that she should have been alive.

she did not deserve to die

but too late now as it seems to be

everyone will go on still insane but contempt

 for nothing changes drastically.

Nothing Personal

I like to think that you and I are ment to be
Ment to have done the things we did without thinking when we did them
because I love the Idea of us
happy

I love the Idea of beingg loved unconditionally
I love it all
but not you

You are not the way you were in my dreams and I don't know if I'm bothered by that
because I've been waiting so long or because I'm afraid of letting my dreams die...

All I know is that We arre going nowhere and I cannot live this way
I need to fly away
be gone forever and live til my death
and afterward knowing that I acomplished something in life
and to think of how much I wish I could say that you are my acomplishment I feel like thats not enough
like you are not enough
I'm soooooo sorry
but I'm dying and we are dying
so live on please and understand
it's nothing personal.